YUP. BACK TO XANGA AKO. I FEEL AT HOME THERE.

http://www.xanga.com/ganda_sam

thanks.

tumutulo na siya. yup. ang uhog sa aking ilong. sa awa ng Diyos hindi siya yellow- clear siya! good sign yun kasi ibig sabihin wala akong infection. astig. decolgen lang katapat nito.

while i was in the caf with celine,she said something profound, as usual. "Pag may kilig sandali lang yun, pag wala at mahal mo, magtatagal." totoo kaya yun? well, something new to think about.

wow. friday's near na. i cant wait for the sleepover thingy coz i get to bond with nadz again. i miss her so much na. and yeah, all our hardwork will pay off. then next saturday i have this CL contraception crap. tss.. bahala na si batman sa kapaguran ko. at least may mga Monday off kame. yey!

ARP (academic research paper) is up and coming. yey! [sarcastic] buti nalang ok mga kagroup ko ( hi isay and krishka ) hello to sleepless nights, cramming and OCness. (kahit papaano may pagkaOC naman ako noh..kahit konti. )

haay...nothing great happened today. im just tired all the time. and besides my life is not really exciting. i kinda like it that way. except for the times when i cant write something in my blog anymore because of its extensive boringness, then i wish that something would happen and wish that it just didnt happen. then again, im never content with life. lesson: learn to be content. hmm...see, there's nothing to say anymore. ganyan ka dull ang buhay ni samantha nuñez. astig noh. siguro kaya ginawa ni God na ganito buhay ko kasi hindi ako magaling magadapt sa change.i practically hate it, especially when things are planned. yes, i love planning schedules. i enjoy them. even when i leave, i count the minutes in my head. weird noh?

conformist ba ako kasi nagbloblog ako? hmm...oh ksp lang talaga ako kaya ako ganito? o wala lang talaga akong magawa sa oras ko buhay? hmm...

tinatamad akong magbasa ng ibon, so bahala na si batman dun. im finish with my english journal, so i can sleep na. goodnight.

tama ba na mabuhay sa saying na "cross the bridge when you get there?"

As i was sitting in front of the bbqs yesterday, im sure you heard the little voice in my head wishing and hoping that you would give me the ACET. im sure you even heard those loud screams of pain and anguish as i saw myself walking towards the bulletin board and not seeing my name. im sure you even felt those tears roll down my eyes as my chest started to tighten. i wanted to just evaporate and end my life then.

you see, you know that all my life's work was for passing ATENEO. i once liked DLSU, then changed my mind and decided that ADMU would be the best for me. i never really liked UP, probably because i knew i had no chance at all. but ADMU and it's blue and white. it's luscious green scenery and its accessability to the world of Katipunan, it seemed almost perfect. but now, those dreams of mine have been destroyed by the anticipation and paranoia that practically envelopes my whole being every night. my fear has taken the best of me. now, all i could do is pray to Him and ask Him to make it His will as well. all i could do now is wait and wait and wait. all i could do now is forget that i will be in college soon and that ATENEO will always be my dream school.

to ateneo:

please be kind. please be gentle. please reconsider. please be fair. please be unjudgemental. please please please...pass me.

DISCLAIMER:yes. mali pala ang spelling ko ng baguio. una pala ang u sa i. yes. tanga ako. haha. life.

tinatamad ako magsulat. takte. kaya un.
masaya.
boring.
panget ng aura.
pasok na bukas. yeyyy